Thoughts of being Alone

I am feeling very alone, like I really have no one. I'm realizing that people who I thought were my friends really are not. The only person I have to talk to is my boyfriend but he is busy a lot with school and football. I try not to smother him because I know he is busy. I have written a couple blogs in times when I have had no one around to talk to that I have not posted yet. Then I started to think, do people really give opinions on blogs if they don't know the person writing the blog? But am I really writing this blog to hear what people think or am I writing it to get my own emotions out in some form? I’m not even sure if anyone waists their time reading this. I don’t know, I’m frustrated and alone right now with more than I can deal on my mind. I’m babbling.