Some days are worse than others. Like I wake up hating the world and life, I just want to sleep it all away (or go to the bar and get hammered). I spend all day trying to find some good in my day to make me smile. These days are the worst when he and I fight. I have never felt pain like I feel when he says things that he knows will upset me. He doesn’t do it on purpose I’m sure, it just comes out. No matter what I want to do on days like these, I don’t. I end up going to the gym and running myself into the ground until my thoughts can no longer be heard and the only pain I feel is the numbness in my legs. After all that, then I sleep. Sleep and pray that when I wake up it won’t be another day like today has been.
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